I think I need to accept I can't be vegan anymore.
I'm new. I just signed up here as a last ditch effort to see if anyone has any ideas how I can avoid this. Baically I've been vegan since age 13, I'm 40 now. However for the past few years I've been on disability benefits since getting thyroid cancer and the treatment wrecked my health. My benefits were recently wrongfully stopped and I'm going through appeal. I now have no income, my overdraft is maxxed out. I can no longer feed myself. I've been using food banks and olio, both of which are awful in my area. Olio has basically nothing, and the food bank takes so long to access that I basically get three days worth of food every 2 weeks. I'm so hungry all the time. I've been diagnosed with multiple nutritional deficiencies, the NHS give me free supplements but i still get no food. It's a stupid system. I'm so hungry i now eat whatever the food bank gives, vegan or otherwise. They don't give much at my local food bank, each package usually contains a loaf of bread, a bag of pasta, a block of cheese, some yoghurt and a packet of meat. I eat it. Whatever is in it, I eat it. The hunger is so bad I am almost past caring but when I've eaten and the hunger pangs are gone, I feel so guilty. When that runs out, I starve until I can get another food bank appointment. Even the salvation army and the local church wouldn't help, they both turned me away. I got banned from reddit for trying to sell my prescription meds on there as I'm so desperate and I have nothing else to sell. So, sorry, I'm sure you'll think I'm awful but unless anyone has any amazing ideas, I can't be vegan any more.
I'm new. I just signed up here as a last ditch effort to see if anyone has any ideas how I can avoid this. Baically I've been vegan since age 13, I'm 40 now. However for the past few years I've been on disability benefits since getting thyroid cancer and the treatment wrecked my health. My benefits were recently wrongfully stopped and I'm going through appeal. I now have no income, my overdraft is maxxed out. I can no longer feed myself. I've been using food banks and olio, both of which are awful in my area. Olio has basically nothing, and the food bank takes so long to access that I basically get three days worth of food every 2 weeks. I'm so hungry all the time. I've been diagnosed with multiple nutritional deficiencies, the NHS give me free supplements but i still get no food. It's a stupid system. I'm so hungry i now eat whatever the food bank gives, vegan or otherwise. They don't give much at my local food bank, each package usually contains a loaf of bread, a bag of pasta, a block of cheese, some yoghurt and a packet of meat. I eat it. Whatever is in it, I eat it. The hunger is so bad I am almost past caring but when I've eaten and the hunger pangs are gone, I feel so guilty. When that runs out, I starve until I can get another food bank appointment. Even the salvation army and the local church wouldn't help, they both turned me away. I got banned from reddit for trying to sell my prescription meds on there as I'm so desperate and I have nothing else to sell. So, sorry, I'm sure you'll think I'm awful but unless anyone has any amazing ideas, I can't be vegan any more.