So here I am at the point where being a good person is actually wasting my time & I'm also annoyed about the person who turned me into vegan all those years ago even though I wouldn't turn back. Nowadays I can see people I know on Facebook (none of them are vegans because no other vegans have ever bothered to make friends with me despite me trying). Of the people I know some of them insulted me for being a vegan, others I can see the partners they've stolen from each other, they've all been busy having lots of kids, I can see their great lives, nice cars, smiling in every picture & grand houses they live in from the ill gotten gains of their jobs usually as insurance salespeople or others doing incredibly well from producing or talking utter garbage & they know it. No matter how much you could try to convince me that I took the right or wrong path it seems that good people know exactly what you need but are still biased, cowardly, tight & untrusting where as not so good people are irresponsible & able to easily team up to get whatever it is they want whether it does them good or not. I know some fool would say stick with it but I've heard that all my life and now I'm in a better position to say to them that its more stupidity than wisdom and they shouldn't go about making false promises to everyone. So if you cant get what you need ~I could be getting rich swindling old ladies for insurance they don't need that wont even pay out -or on the other hand the "good guys" (& girls) never paid off either when it came to the crunch. Looking at it in retrospective I would find it a whole different decision if I went back in time.