Okay, so part of my emotional/mental health challenge is being kinder to myself. Today I finally booked myself a doctor appointment, which I need for prescription renewal. I also plan to ask for a referral to a counselor. I'll likely be put on a wait list, but that's fine. Then I booked myself a hair appointment for Monday. Normally I would cut my hair myself or just let it grow as it is, but I really want it cut.
Aaaand, I've had disposable income for the first time in years, so I've been going a little crazy and buying myself new clothes and self-care items: tooth whitening kit, waterpik, unscented shampoo, cloth pantyliners, more facial wash and toner, a new pair of slip-on shoes for work. I normally neglect myself terribly, so buying these totally practical items made me feel like I was spoiling myself. Even my clothes are practical: pajamas, workout shirts and pants (which double up as work clothes), more underwear, a new swimsuit to replace the one that got ruined in the hot tub.
Okay, I might have splurged on a pair of wireless earbuds, which I technically could have managed without. But I do work out frequently, so it's a good investment, I think. And I'm about to order a cast-iron dutch oven for a great price. I've been wanting one for years now.
And I bought lots of cat stuff: a bigger litter box that has a charcoal filter, one of those odor-control trash bins for dirty kitty litter, more toys, etc.
And because I'm not totally selfish, I'll be paying for a special-ordered jacket for my father. He has done a lot to help me this year.
ETA: Doing nice things for myself makes me feel selfish.