- Joined
- Aug 21, 2018
- Reaction score
- 20
- Age
- 22
- Lifestyle
- Vegetarian
Okay so I'm not vegan anymore.
I really wanted to be but (1.) My past eating disorder was resurfacing because of the restrictions and labels I had put on myself. (And that scared me) And (2.) I was constantly craving the texture of meat.
I'm allergic to soy, gluten and dariy so going vegan severely limited my food choices.
So I started eating humane eggs, then wild caught fish, then chicken (killed through a painless prosses), then turkey, then yesterday I bought organic beef.
And that's when it hit me.
WHAT AM I DOING?!
I *ABSOLUTELY HATE* the thought of eating something that had been alive but here I am doing it multiple times a week.
So I need your advice.
Quorn makes gluten and soy free chicken BUT it has egg white in it.
Do I chose quorn (knowing that the egg most likely comes from a factory farm) or do I continue to eat chicken that's humane.
(Another problem is that at least when I eat chicken my parents are also eating humane chicken. When I eat vegan they just buy cheap factory farmed chicken. Same goes for any animal product.)
I'm sorry this was so long.
Thank you in advance for your answers.
I really wanted to be but (1.) My past eating disorder was resurfacing because of the restrictions and labels I had put on myself. (And that scared me) And (2.) I was constantly craving the texture of meat.
I'm allergic to soy, gluten and dariy so going vegan severely limited my food choices.
So I started eating humane eggs, then wild caught fish, then chicken (killed through a painless prosses), then turkey, then yesterday I bought organic beef.
And that's when it hit me.
WHAT AM I DOING?!
I *ABSOLUTELY HATE* the thought of eating something that had been alive but here I am doing it multiple times a week.
So I need your advice.
Quorn makes gluten and soy free chicken BUT it has egg white in it.
Do I chose quorn (knowing that the egg most likely comes from a factory farm) or do I continue to eat chicken that's humane.
(Another problem is that at least when I eat chicken my parents are also eating humane chicken. When I eat vegan they just buy cheap factory farmed chicken. Same goes for any animal product.)
I'm sorry this was so long.
Thank you in advance for your answers.