I've got quite a mess in my head, mixed (mostly sad) feelings and, in general, i feel apprehensive. It's getting worse and worse day after day outside.
I've spent an enormous quantity of money today (the same was on Thursday and Friday). I've been stockpiling like crazy, though i can't do it like other people do. I don't think i'll be going to the right bank of Izhora river in the nearest future at all, so i spent ALL money that i had. From now on, if i want to buy something (a drink or a fruit), i'll have to take ~100-200 roubles a day from mom (and she'll be making scandals,- i know it, uugghhh).
I'd had a feeling that strict quarantine is approaching. And i wasn't mistaken. It's still in progress, but it's real. Mom and Elijah have been at the country today, and they heard the news that all suburban SPb districts are being closed gradually,- people are getting stuck between the districts, unable to go where they are going. It was said that road police and militaries would be standing (like a wall) at the edges of counties and districts, not letting people get out of the city and not letting them go to another place.
Elijah brought mom here, we hardly made him take David's toy car, chocolates, shoe-socks, other garbage, and 2 of MY desinfectants (i sacrificed a couple to Liza,- only for David's sake, because Sumerian gods had nominated Unghshu as David's sentinel). I mean, Unghshu is everybody's sentinel, but David needs help, because he's a "gift from Sumerian gods" (even Liza and Elijah admit that).
Having left our countryside community, mom and Elijah went to a local Magnet grocer (wearing masks and gloves). Mom spent >4000 roubles, Elijah spent >9000 roubles. Liza kept sending Elijah long lists of what she thought they might need at the very last minute(!). They saw a bunch of cars on a tiny parking lot at that small Magnet grocer. I wonder, how did all those people manage to obtain everything they wanted?
Mom never stopped harrassing me. COPD gets worse when mom yells at me, and i yell at her. I'm mad at everybody's stupidity. Why is it so hard to understand such a simple thing?? - One cannot stock up on everything essential at the very last minute. And mom not only hadn't been helping me to stock up on things,- she had been denying until the very last minute that we needed to stock up on food and essentials. I was alone, and it was her, who was "putting me sticks into wheels", treating me like a piece of sh*t all these weeks.
My nerves are for naught.
T'fu...
This morning, i woke up at 8a.m. and headed to Okey mall for the last time ("until a crawfish whistles on a hill"). If i see that there are no horrible restrictions on the streets for rare pedestrians tomorrow afternoon (granted, i live at the very edge of the town),- i'll take a brief walk (as far from people as possible). If i see police or smth.,- i'll restrict myself with sitting on a bench at the basketball field next to my house. It has got cold, and long walks is not an option, anyway.
Mom's friend Marine is bored, so she's sending me different random photos. Her son owns an adorable kitty Lucy (i've seen her before). Lucy:
2 tiny gifts from Okey mall this morning (it's given to those who spend more than 1000 roubles in one receipt). I got 2 receipts: 1050 roubles and 1240 roubles. Now i'm destitute. These are mini-pots, tablets for sprouting and seeds (basil and radishes).
Kids' drawings on the road on my way back: "Angelina love" and a scheme for a jumping game (like in our childhood). These drawings made me feel depressed.
Yesterday evening. Spooky sunset over the field and "Factory avenue" next to my home. Tbh, i got scared when i crawled out of the house, because i didn't expect that. I think, it's pretty symbolic, despite that it's a normal sunset for us, considering our humidity levels.
My sister and I can't do our lunches out either. 
